What did i do to deserve this? It just came to the point that i realized that the rest of me still lies in you.. ROY ORIAL, my half, my everything. I have a problemright now with my family and skool, I dont know why i'm calling roy's name! :( I thought of him all along and now i cant get over him. The things that he made was so undeniable and unforgettable. Please help me to cope up with these things. I only have one heart and it beats for only one person and that could possibly be Roy. For sure, possibly true. I had a boyfriend after him but I cant really compare Roy to him! I thought im over him already but I realized im just pretending. Pretending that i dont care and i dont love him anymore. I finally found the answer why these things is happening to me, that whenever i have problem, it's still him who i call for help. But now, how can i ever hear his voice again coz he's been far. Far physically and mentally. He doesnt love me anymore. I know that's true. I just checked his blog and there was a poem..before it was dedicated for me, but now its for his new gurl. ='c I checked it to have a bit of strength..But it just let me down once again.. ='c
Woke up today thinking of you Another night that I made my way through So many dreams still left in my mind But they can never come true I press rewind and remember when I close my eyes and I'm with you again But in the end I can still feel the pain, every time I hear your name
The sun won't shine since you went away Seems like the rain's falling every day There's just one heart, where there once was two But that's the way it's gotta be, til I get over you
Walked through the park, in the evening air I heard a voice and I thought you were there I run away but I just can't escape Memories of you everywhere They say that time will dry the tears But true love burns for a thousand years Give my tomorrows for one yesterday Just to know that I could have you here
When will this river of tears stop fallin' Where can I run so I won't feel alone Can't walk away when the pain keeps callin' I've just gotta take it from here on my own But it's so hard to let go
