Had clarinet lessons this afternoon. It was kinda embarrasing coz there's a kid who's gonna teach me clarinet for further more days. I mean, hello!?? Im being taught by a kiddo? Oh gush..worst is, itz Bj's sister!! Gawd. I dont want to. Geez! Ugh im liek freakkiing out here! Haaay i dont wanna go! Hmmm :(
Anyway, let's talk about da brighter side naman. I went to da musik skool and Andre was there. :) We're both wearing green. Aww destiny! :)) lols kiddin. It was funni coz i pretend again daht i didnt see him. He was lieek "Jin! Jin!" hahaha. Soz boutz daht babe. I just felt lieek fooling on u. hehe. Then we already went upstairs..he was lieek "I was full calling on u.." *nodds* "kissed him and said..Oops, sori I dint noticed u" hahahahaha! Funnay shiet. I also said to him to still go to St Marys. He said why..I said I'll be alone there since he's in other skool, tapos he said "I'll come wif u on yer first day..I'll be absent from skool if ever. I'll really come wif u.." I just laughed.. then he goes "Nah im being serious." Super kilig!!! OMG!! When we finished, we stayed wif other kids downstairs..talked about a lot of stuffs and I said that I have a new crush and that there's a hottie from his skool and Bj's. Bj goes "Is daht all you can see?How aboutz Andre?" Then Andre started nodding and sniffing. Hahaha! I said ofcourse Andre will always be first.."Andre Andre Andre" then started laughing. Kilig shiet. He added "Jin doesnt even notice me, she's focused wif other guys rather than me" Ooooh, thats the kilig part there!!! :) And then i said that he's still my priority en stuff. Aww i miss talking to him liek daht. hehe :P
Its getting more complicated coz my other super close friend R** is starting to make me feel something na :( I thought this will be the right time na since me and Andre already broke up and Ive set aside our relationship before.. ;( Tapos ngayon R** and I is in a stage wherein we're in mutual understanding.. nagparamdam naman ngyn si Andre :(( I feel so bad :( Im stucked wif two guys which I really love and a guy that Im starting to liek even more.